One dream. One goal. One love.

"We must be careful about what we pretend to be"

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 19:51:00 -0500

“We must be careful about what we pretend to be”

It’s going to be so hard to play for someone i don’t respect. Wish my other coach...

Thu, 06 Dec 2012 20:57:01 -0500

It’s going to be so hard to play for someone i don’t respect. Wish my other coach didn’t leave. Going to miss him so much

It’s weird, I was thinking about how I would describe this and at first I thought “You...

Fri, 30 Nov 2012 20:27:48 -0500

It’s weird, I was thinking about how I would describe this and at first I thought “You don’t really know what you’ve got till it’s gone” but that isn’t true. I knew how great of a coach he was and I knew noone would ever be able to replace him. Could not be more devastated than I am right now. Greatest coach I ever had and could ever imagine having. Loved him, and so very happy that he got a head coach position . He so deserves it. He will however be greatly missed.

Today I did my first two-a-day … time to get back into shape! Biked 14.5 miles this morning at...

Fri, 12 Oct 2012 00:54:49 -0400

Today I did my first two-a-day … time to get back into shape!

Biked 14.5 miles this morning at the gym then I did mile repeats

mile 1- 8:30 pace

break for 1 min

mile 2- 8:00 pace

break for 1 min

mile 3 - 7:30 pace

then I went back to the gym later that evening and 6 more miles on the bike and some ab workout !

Day 2 tomorrow… oh jeez this is going to be rough

One hope, one dream, one love ~

Learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had….

Sat, 06 Oct 2012 13:27:00 -0400

Learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had….

When I think about the amount of pizza i ate last night

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 19:22:55 -0400

When I think about the amount of pizza i ate last night

I want it so bad it hurts

Fri, 11 May 2012 00:17:26 -0400

I want it so bad it hurts

Sad Truth

Tue, 08 May 2012 16:18:12 -0400

Sad Truth

Time Flies

Mon, 23 Apr 2012 19:43:00 -0400

It’s so weird how time seems to fly… I mean, just yesterday I was finishing up with high school a semester early, and headed to DUB (won’t say the real name of the college). Now, I am a week away from being done with spring soccer forever…

I am torn emotionally, because back at DUB I had a countdown till my senior spring because i wanted soccer and this whole experience to be over with… but here, i have a countdown till the college cup , 222 days, because i don’t want to waste a day, and i want to cherish these last 222 days. Now, most would say that obviously its better that I now love soccer again, but I’m not so sure. I cry everyday because of how sad I am that it will be over. I wish time would just stop, i wish I could live the life the man did in the movie “Groundhogs Day” , where the day just kept repeating itself.

I would do anything to be a freshman again …

When you want to succeed, as bad as you want to breath... THEN you will be successful

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 15:53:59 -0400

When you want to succeed, as bad as you want to breath... THEN you will be successful

"‎Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn..."

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 09:47:11 -0400

“‎Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.”

- M. Grey

Breakfast :)

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 07:14:29 -0400

Since I don’t think I will be able to practice today because of my ankle , I figured it would be the perfect time to start my diet…

this is NOT like my normal diet where i just won’t eat and try to lose up to ten lbs in one week. INSTEAD, this is yet another way I am trying to improve my play (soccer) and trying to become as healthy as possible. Control the things that you can control, don’t worry about the things you can’t, and things will end up working out.

So today, I start off with 2 scrambled eggs, a piece of toast with smartbalance, a banana, and a cup of coffee :)

"that’s why you have friends and friends you know actually care about you like i know imgonna..."

Sun, 01 Apr 2012 16:31:11 -0400

“that’s why you have friends
and friends you know actually care about you
like i know imgonna disappoint you and im gonna piss you off and we’re not always gonna agree but i’m never gonna do what ******* did to you or what **** did to me
because ive been taught to care more about you than i do myself
and its inherent really i cant help but feel compassion for people even **** even though she screwed me but that doesnt mean im just gonna say oh bffs for life
its hard to understand because were not like that i guess”

Lucky

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 07:12:00 -0400

Do you have certain people in your life, that no matter what, whether they are 5 minutes away or 500 miles away, are always there for you? I have a few people like that in my life and I feel so lucky and blessed to have them. I think that my trainer/friend from home “J” has a sixth sense… he always seems to just know when i have a bad day, or need a “pick-me-up” even though I am currently in NC and he is in NY. After mildly spraining my ankle at training yesterday (day before our first two spring games) and having a rough overall week, I woke up to this text:

“Hey baby stay focused. I’m so proud of you. You’re becoming a star because you never give up and you always keep working hard. I promise you I’m going to work hard to get you there when you come back.”

It’s just what I needed to stay on track and keep going.

Beginning

Wed, 28 Mar 2012 05:59:07 -0400

So I have already been doing two a days and working my ass off since the beginning of this semester (January 2012) but I am just now starting to work on this… I have most of my workouts written down so I will post them soon!!

248 days left to get prepared for the College Cup and possibly the last soccer game of my life… can’t believe it. Headed to the gym now…

One dream, one goal, one love ~